X:thr?
Y:yup!!
X:dude?
Y:kya hua be
X:In a week how many times u call home
or they call u?
Y:y do u ask re
on an average once
???
X:and who else do u call?
Y:pahle bata ye kaisa survey hai?
X:It's not a survey
m just checking ki m i the only one who has screwed up his relationships
Y:except for home,
aur kisi ko shayad hi kabhi kabhi,may be once in 1 month or 2 months
y do u ask?
X:because i don call anyone
Y:not even home?
X:sometimes if i m busy I even dont recieve calls.. and baad mai call karna bhool jaata hoon
ghar waale mujhe call kar lete hai once a while
but I dont remember calling them without purpose
Y:abe almost same mera bhi yahi haal hai....and mostly the purpose ..money
X:mere cousins specifically mujhse naraaj hai...uncles and all...they feel as if I ignore them
Y:wat happens to me is that i dont find anything to talk abt
X:And also...
and the big one
I kind of have a girl
Y:he he
X:Let's not get into specifics of who she is
Y:kind of bole to,committed nahin hai kya ?
X:She lives in Delhi with her parents
committed nhi
we r not yet clear...things are messed up
Y:wo ya tum?
X:Both I think
Some engineering college in Haryana
She stays there in hostel
Y:wat..she eats up all ur time or sumthing?
X:nah...i dont let her...
The issue again is phone..
Y:?
X:She loves to make long calls...the ones that last hours..I dont
15 minutes is more than enough for me...
Y:everywer its the same ,they talk 2 long
X:She was in Delhi for the last 15 days..and we didnt meet once
Hardly talked on phone...
Y:n y was that ?
X:Now, when She's gone...I regret it
i dont know...imulsive procastrination..i guess
*impulsive
Y:lol re
X:i always thought ki kal mil loonga..kal
..kal..
par aaj when it was the last day....interview aa gayi
Y:thats sum story....gf ke liye hi waqt nahi
X:room par baith kar bore hota rehta hoon
Y:abe itna doori lagta hai, to use dost ki tarah le na
X:that is what I have planned
and I am now looking for some other chick who is based in Delhi
Y:le tu bhi chaupat ram hai
sale us ladki mein kya kharabi mil gayi tujhe,aisa aksar hota hai be
X:abey koi kahrabi nhi hai...or may be I have not come across
one
but I dont think ki I can keep that going
Y:jaisa tu soche
X:but still....
before her phone calls, I thought i was a good listener...but she made me realise that m not
Y:sale relastionship se listening kar ke tu ladkiyon ko samajh raha tha kya?
i 2 m confused,to tell d truth i mostly call home once a month ,and i m not really sure y is that
X:I have figured out...
I m a loner....
and I cant help it
Y:abey evr1 needs sum space of his own..thats not being a loner
X:maybe I need a bit more
Y:the more confused u r abt things the more space u need,and the more u push people away
X:would a rgime help?
*regime
Y:a routine u say??
X:hmm...
but the problem that I feel with it is...It brings artificiality...u no more remains natural
*remain
Y:abe routine helps but that feeling creeps in again sooner or later...jyada aage ki na soch be ...be urself
X:last semester...I have loads of time at my disposal...
Y:to(then)
?
x:aajkal aise time paas kar raha hoon
trying to figure out what is wrong with me
Y:nothing re...evr1 is different n so r u...dont figure out wats wrong..but rather just figure urself out
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